do you got a first aid kit handy?

I was bored and switched the background color from black to white my changed my layout. Do you like the white? Or is it too much?

I feel like the black gives it a more serious feel. Like, you know... what I'm saying is more legit/reliable just because the background is black. Maybe it's just a more trustworthy... the color black. What do you think?

I'll test it out and switch back if it sucks.

6:25 pm Saturday. FUCK IT. I like the white right now. So it stays.

sharon stone you sound like a dumbass.

Have you guys seen the video of Sharon Stone being a complete fuck? She outrageously said that the devastating earthquake in China was somehow against their government. "Is that karma?" Yeah, well if you play it that way... I guess the brush fires in LA are because we're too fucking asshole-y. You sound like a dumbass and have no idea what the fuck you are talking about.

It’s ridiculous how ignorant some people can be... let alone people in the public eye’s radar. Get educated or get the fuck out.

If you guys want to donate any money for the relief please do so at Global Giving here.

you cleaned up, found jesus, things are good.

The Purse Forum and applying for internships has taken over my life.

a little bit possessive, little miss obsessive, can't get over it.

summer's been fun. Though, I should have started really early in looking for an internship. But whatevs.

I was supposed to have an interview with Lucky magazine this past Wednesday, but on Tuesday the lady called me saying they hired an employee's cousin. such bullshit. Whatever, I have an interview with In Touch Weekly later this month... and have to hear back from GQ. Wish me luck!

I guess this process and/or my mom's snide comments about me only applying to magazine internships has finally got to me. Sure. Yes. If I do work at a magazine I probably won't be making as much if I was working on wall street or whatever.. But to be honest, working at a magazine seems a hell lot more appealing than watching the clickers at the NYSE go by.

What is more important? Having a closet filled with Louboutins or doing what I truly want to do? I mean. Both equals happiness. And who's to say... sure I'll start making $40,000, but I'll move up? And make more money? I mean. It'll be more fulfilling.

I guess?

five minutes to save the world.

what matters is that you were mine.

So I'm back in New Jersey. So happy. Done with school. Well, except that I'm taking a class over the summer. Whatever. There's so much stuff that I'm looking forward too slash have planned.

1. Get back in shape. No more beer. Or drunk snacking at 3am.
   
2. Fix my iTunes, buy an iPod.
3. Need to go to the city as much as I can and just get lost there.
   
4. SEX AND THE CITY movie!!
   
5. Weeds & Entourage season premiere
6. Start reading again
7. Fly to cali in August to visit some bitches
8. Maintain my tan
9. Play tennis
10. Improve my awesome skills at guitar hero/rock band